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way back when

remember so long ago when we read our fortunes in your parents salon.
you had a choice between the forest and trees and life outdoors and the art world a gallery with lots of frames hanging on the wall. and at that moment you wanted to go camping. you have all the gear a tent a tea pot and you love to keep a fire burning low.

and my light before me is a woman standing with a baby in her arms at the edge of a cliff… or this is how I like to remember it. and when I press my thumb to the bottom to change my fates, another baby an embryo. I cannot escape this biology. but I know by the scarf flowing in the wind and the way the woman stands that it is not me, but a friend who wants more than anything to be nurturing and a mom. and wehre will I be when she needs me … this is what I see. somewhere at the beginning of it all, where will I be.

it was so long ago but here we are and those things have come our way and we stand before them ready to make decisions or having already made them.

posted by la kara @ 15:41